| | I wasn't going to update this thing any more because too many people knew about it and I hated that all they ever saw was me complaining. I got tired of just whining about my life and letting a bunch of strangers see, or even people I only half-knew see it and then come and talk to me about it. I don't wanna talk about it, that's why I post it here. I talk to myself about it. I just happen to post it on the Internet for everyone to see.
But venting helps. Since I can't scream without bothering my neighbors or go on a shooting spree, I'll just bitch and moan on the net. And everyone can fuck off.
Right now, I'm pissed. Why? It's nothing important. It's actually kind of funny. I bought a PSP and Crisis Core about 2 weeks ago because I lost my DS in a stupid way and I actually like the PSP better. Anyway, yeah, I bought a PSP and I'm so very close to finishing Crisis Core. But I can't because all of the fucking stupid random battles. Random battles! I take two goddamn steps and all I hear is "Activating Combat Mode!" and then a couple of stupid monsters show up and I have to down them with my godly strength. It is godly strength because I fight all the fucking time and I level up like a madman. I'm 17 hours into the game and I think 15 of those are fighting, 1 is walking the field and 1 is cutscenes. I just want to finish the fucking game and see the ending! FUCK OFF! I like the game but I WANT TO FINISH IT!! I need closure, goddamn it! I'll probably finish the game, make a New Game+ file and then put it back into its case and not touch it for about 2 years. I am getting that mad at it. If I wasn't a FF7 fan, I'd calmly take it out of my PSP and bludgeon it with a hammer.
And now I feel better because I vented. I've been storing so much rage lately, it's just coming out at dumb times. Like random battles. Really? I grew up on this shit, I shouldn't be this angry about it. I'm just frustrated because I'm so close. I'm missing one fucking goddess materia and I know I have to trek across the map to find it and that means 90 more battles for going 6 feet. What a piss-off.
And Genesis is the stupidest FF villain ever. "Gift of the Goddess! BLAH BLAH BLAH!!"
~N°©†u®n€
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